A drop in the ocean

'I was praying that you and me might end up together. It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert. But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven ♥'

I actually don't really know what to say.
Few has changed. My heart's still broken and it feels like it's breaking again every day, always making me feel worse than the day before. I never felt something like that. I already felt unrequited love but this is different. I never had such feelings for anyone before...
Whatever.
The first exam went pretty bad, I didn't pass. But I have the possibility to try again in April and I know I can make it by then. Next Friday and Saturday I'm going to write the next exams. Guess I could pass the one on Friday but the one on Saturday? No way.
Whatever.
I'm just praying I'll feel better soon but deep inside I know that won't happen...